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Monday, May 26, 2008

Mon, 26 May 2008 12:19:31 GMT

曾經,有了你成為我最大快樂的原因</3

剛去你久未更新的網誌回看你以前寫下的一切
看到了我曾經在你生命中留下的那一點記憶
你說過,是因為你很愛我
分手以來這18個月你過得好嗎
有好好照顧自已嗎就像你照顧過我一樣
原諒我分手時沒清楚解釋
也許到現在我也仍然沒辦法令你明白吧
那麼就當我得不到足夠的安全感好了
在這裡跟你說聲很早就該說過的抱歉對不起
我很自私的不顧一切地就說要分開
原諒我好嗎
原諒我不好意思跟你再像以前一樣談話
不敢回來時跟你見面對不起
也想讓你知道其實你愛我比我愛你多
我也許一早應該和你好好說清楚吧
但我說不出口抱歉

謝謝你給我你愛我都有好好的收藏著
你是一個很稱職的男朋友
都怪我不夠好好了
我們的一點一滴我都有記住
你是那最貼心最美好的謝謝
我知道你已經沒有再來我的網誌看
更加可能不知道我轉址了
但我希望要是有天你看到這心裡也許會好過一點吧
答應我你要幸福喔
早點找到能像你愛過我一樣愛你的女生
把這樣的我忘掉好好的過
因為我想這樣是唯一能令我不那麼難堪的方法吧
我能擁有過你的愛已經好幸福了</3

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 13:40:11 GMT

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:05:09 GMT

:((( my eshie is leaving.
stupid girl. how could you leave us for malaysia. you'll feel horrible! D:
i will miss you forever and ever.
don't forget saturday! its still ON okay!
you're mine.<3

all the memories we had, since the start of the french lessons,
our adventures, our times, our jokes,
i'll miss them all dearly. </3
looking back at all the photos, all the memories between me and you
came flowing back.
Remember that you liked jon ng? XDD and that you are my wife.
and our linkin park adventure, and our hate of the french teacher,
i can tell you anything.
if i could give you one thing, i would give you all the happiness in the world,
if i can ask one thing from you, i would ask you not to forget all of us.<3

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 12:41:00 GMT

lol okay fine, nobody comments on brenda's birthday post then! >3
I've been working quite hard this weekend, really just forcing myself on homework and stuff(: but hehe. i went bren's house ytd, which was fun. YES KARMA BRENDA WONG. but yea we had a fun time just laughing at totally random things(: like LIL BON RRO. XDD and we played audi. oooh burn, brenda, hawtness ;9 oh oh oh must screeen cap one time. I LOVE MY BRENDA NANA LAH. and haha i shall forgive you YAY. and hope you like your gigantic bdae card<3 or else..... I KEEL YOU! ;D

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 15:06:54 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA WONG YUEN TING LOVE<3
HAPPY 15! [:

Today is a day which i have to blog about<3

Firstly, chemistry was okay, but i was nearly falling asleep and keeps on spacing out.But but but, *winks* i can predict the future!:D Break was crazy. fizz stepped on the stupid chilli then it went bursting. all over me, bren, su-en, ratch and ben. (without even touching yongbob OR fiz.) zz. we got super pissed, but i forgave my twin in the end(: coz i kinda know what it feels. Anyway, thanks to him, now i have a new shirt. (and omg, did you knw how much effort it took me to wash the damn chili off.) So then, i was late for english. I dropped my HD twice. TWICE. /_\ sigh. We just read a story about Mrs. Jones, then i got let off early. ;) Thanks Mister Adrian! Physics was just plain confusing... But before physics, i got totally hyped up by tht certain something!;D i went jumping everywhere, and hugged everyone i knew who was coming down the corridor! Brenda the witness should know alll about it. PE was fun. i miss sarawadee<3 haha tian-yun. [:
After the short break in music room playing the piano, went checking out the cca fair. haa i had the feeling of being in love<3 ho ho ho. i think only brenda understands(: anyway, its probably because am super hyped up. After the rain, i went to orchard to see allyyyyy(: who paid for my cab, my food, my cd, my so many things omg. THANKYOUALLEN(: and you know you can't tell LWK stuff or else i will tell that certain someone things too. heheh. (anyhow, i know you did already. -_-xd) You can see on the left side is what allyyyyy got for me, *points above* and on the right including the f4 cd was what i bought myself(: i love my stuff<3 We talked a lot a lot a lot didnt we. haha :]
*skips bit on cab when mom calls*

-we're going to the library tomorrow, me and allen. Coz of his stupid brain last time, and dropped the wrong book. now we have to go BUGIS. bugis for godsake. zz.
-i sms-ed SO MUCH these few days, i have no idea what will happen at the end of the month. god.

-i pray i pray i pray that tomorrow will be a good day. PLEASE.

Monday, January 07, 2008

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 10:30:21 GMT

唐禹哲<3
是我的所愛`之一xd
他都去了香港那麼多次
連星加坡都去完了
還真得是要感嘆無緣份呀-_-
希望有得是下1次的機會吧`
禹哲我1定會親眼見到你的!<3

[當然飛飛也是]

還有`買f4新的唱片的時候
還滿滿的以為星星相印見面會會在星加坡`
不過最後還是自已太笨了/3\

現在很有追星的衝動`
去吧飛吧`
Let Your Dream Take Flight.

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RaeRae's dedi!(:
hello rae! I haven't known you for long, but i already know you're a super kind person!(: so its really nice to know you. Although we're not in the same class (apart from chem. hehe.) but i hope we'll still become good friends!:D Thanks for always being there for me (on msn. haha.) and just chat with me. honestly you can get me through the most boring times. ANND you always appear to be super hyper haha, which is so cute<3 When you're sad, you can always talk to me yea? am always here. If am not online, there's always sms and i will reply as soon as i can. Don't have emo pms, its not nice to see people sad. :( Always keep a smile on your face, just like you would want to see a smile on my face. (well i suppose you do, no? haha. ^^) and thanks for the necklace its really sweet of you to get me something<3 i still owe you a gift! haaha. take care hun. xx

-sry. no more dedis, at least for the time being.
and miraculously, i havent taken any photo since the first of january. Amazing. totally.
And happy birthday miho, hope you like the gift i got you, it was kinda last minute so yea. :\
Now that i am broke, its time to go on a diet hahaa. Bleh. Tomorrow's gonna be a long long day.
and wednesday with pe?! geesus. Think i should sleep early tonight.

- This morning I woke up and something had changed.
I felt kind good and it felt kinda strange
there's something going on here
and maybe it's a brand new world,
Or I'm just crazy, insane.
So, everything's different
well, I guess that's OK
cause those thoughts that used to hold me down
have all gone away.
I feel like I can take on the world
So, come along for the ride,
Or just get out of my way

-So tell me your secrets
and I'll sell you my soul
There's a shovel in my heart
and it's digging a hole.
The devil and the god in my head
are having breakfast in my brain
and it's driving me insane.

-come on, come on,
get up, get up,
let's go won't you follow me;
Let's go won't you follow me now,
Won't someone follow me now?

Friday, January 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 14:07:44 GMT

First Day Of School.

Today was erm. unexpectly dunno, weird? My class was, to be honestly totally un-awesome. I mean, who would wanna be in a class where ahlf of the people aren't your friends? (Or supposedly, not yet.) but hey, seeing everybody was great! haha. i got a piggy from natasha, and homg a stitch from leona the LILY! :D haha i sure am grateful. there's still gift due from, (hehe) tianyun, zong, dahdah, danny and errm, some other random peeps. I think one of them is brenda. (haha walhao brenda. or if you prefer, wahalu will also work;) cine afterschool, movie, then home wid brenda. Or more lyk brenda coming to my house. Photo: Neil. Pro huh.

Dedications?
Since everybody is doing one. (harhar.) i shall do one too >D
IN NO ORDER AND THE LENGTH MAKES NO DIFFERENCE PLEASE.

Brennie dada(; or as preferred, Brenda the Walhao
fellow hongky, weirdly undecisive, thin (ahem sticks), ultimately pretty (hhaha), and fun to be with. Have mood swings, (haha okay she doesn't, but her mood can change from one to another, in ultrasonic speed. and i can swear it.) She's although not my best friend, (since i do not yet have one, sadly.) but she's really close to me. I dunno how, but she just has this thing to get people to tell her everything. (crazy supernatural woman- *tadaaaa* BRENDAWONG.) Well, i also give advices to this crazy woman. which half the time she doesn't listens (or doesn't appear to anyway.*shrugs*) Thanks for being with me all this year girl, hope you learnt at least something good along the way yea? Take good care of yourself. (And i nearly wanted to say godbless. ha.ha.) well. hope we have another good year with eachother, <3

Fai my dear Twin<3
Well what's there to say about my lovely twin. He's totally OBSESSED bout shaki and britbrit, but who cares, since he's absolutely amazing in all ways. (apart from being bitchy at times, and yea. oh yea, and annoying too. haha.) he's my photoshop guru, as well as my part-time gossip partner, god i love this guy to bits.(: I can't really say we've been through a lot, but i swear, if we did, we would've been the bestest friend by now. I hope next year will be a great one for the both of us! Loves!

Allen Lim Eng Yong my super evil mean stupid pet monkee
Allyyyyyy is kinda the closest friend i have. honestly, me and him is probs the closest i can get with guys. Anyway, haha, i suppose i can see through him like a piece of glass, so no matter what the hell he does, i know what's going on in his mind, (i highly doubt he can do half the same, but regardless) so yea, what's there to not like about a guy like tht. (oh yea, there is. e.g. SUPER ANNOYING!) he's also my part-time ATM, (hehehehe.) but gee, without him, i think i would've collapsed long ago last year. thank you ally!(: Am super upset tht you're leaving! But i hope you'll be happy in your next school, (or in my way of saying it, just be bullied coz then you can come back.)

Georgie, My super emo butterfly princess/ ghey sister!:D
haha georgieeeeeeeee is way nice to me since lyk forever. I am extremely grateful!(: haha i think hes lyk my first ever friend in 2v, and although we don't talk to eachother much, i dunno, he's just been super nice to me. He's a nice friend lah. Hopefully, next year being in the same class again, we will have a good time rolling.

Rachh, <3
I still remember all the fights we were in, haha quite laughable now won't you say? I had my reasons, and am sure you did too. but now i guess it all dont really matter coz we're friends(: Although you're in a different school and all, but i will still have you in my heart, anything, i will be here. (haha and i will promise i wont take brenda away from you ever again! hahaha.) loves.

Joel Moosaaaah, the giraaffe, the brownie, the blackie, the Bestie.
Here's to my bestie. I still remember when i used to fuss to you about every little small things, (weekiat related or not.) and you just somehow can make me laugh even when am in a horrible mood. I thank you for that. Also thanks for trusting me with stuff tht you don't normally tell people, (at least i don't think you go around tellin people bout lyk your love life...) I don't really understand why or what happened to us, but clearly, i am not as close to you now. And i feel bad. Anyways, i can tell you now i am so totally NOT becoming you. haha (AND I DO NOT LYK LWK ANYMORE. yes and you DO have to believe it coz "i never lie".) Take care bitch. x

Maurice, the LP buddie.
LP night was soo fun, no? that night i will never forget. and haha, i know who you fancy! tsktsk. you are one super typical guy(: anyhow you're still cool. haha. Just hope we become better friends nxt year, yea. see you bitch. XD

Tiaan-yun.
hello rena's bestie.;) haah you do take care of yourself won't you? Now that we're in the same class, i hope i will get to know you better and become better friends with you<3 Honestly, any problems am only a call away. haha.
lovetuu! >D

Rena.
I've truly been through a lot with this girl. fights, gossips, its been a lot a lot a lot A LOT. I've become used to her somewhat strange ways, (haha rena.) although we're in different classes this year, but am sure we would still be frds like we did last year.

LeeQiZhi.
This guy ah, i don't even knw where to begin. I guess i could say we knew eachother from the first day? (lol remember the food race thing! haha.) He's a nice guy lah, just don't knw what comes out of his mouth sometimes. Nice knowing you bitch. and god, i dont knw what will happen to me this year, since i'm in the same class as this lunatic. XD

Fion.
She's ultra nice okay. ultra hard working as well. But as a fellow hongky, i shall still love her a lot a lot a lot. haha.
Coz we look out for eachother in the hostel, and we shall do tht for the following years to come<3

DaahDaaahDAAAHHH.
haha my dear (non-fairy) godmother! She, HE is a ultra nice mommy! haha. As a member of a mini family, we all knew eachother from LIFE4. Shame i didn't go to LIFE5, but who would've guessed, this guy, swore not to go to camps outside of singapore anymore. Anyways, he bought me a present! :D and paid for my cab last time, and treated me to some other stuff some other time... so yea, i totally love him. XD (Oh yea yea yea remember, MISS HKUKKAKAKARENCHIANGTSAUKEE&KTOTHEPOWEROFINFINITE!!)

STILL some more to come!!:D

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 12:04:23 GMT

Happy New Year.

Such a cliche thing to say, especially when you don't honestly mean it. This new year eve was no special one, we (as in the family) just went out to do the whole countdown thing. We caught the fireworks, but without much of a literal countdown. The fireworks were no inspiration but at least, being out at night, taking in the whole new year atmosphere was not so bad. Oh gee, i sound like some dying person.
School tomorrow, can't really say if I'm ready for it. I sure am looking forward to seeing everyone, but not so sure about the rest of the days. (sigh.) I don't even know what class am gonna be in. Gee.
Anyway haha today, i saw sarah, keiren (?) and benfu_rox (XD) on a cab! haha i waved and waved! :D then i went oldham hall and unpacked all my boxes. Argh, that was such a stupid chaos, drawers locked and keys unfound! -pulls hair-. ANND oh yea, i finished half of The Devil Wears Prada. Dude, it's a goddamn american book, and its super hard to read. But regardless, i shall finish it! As well as that, I just bought the book- Snake(s) Head by Antony Horwitz (or however you spell it.) The reason why i am reading books frantically, is because i somehow owes my mom TEN books which i was supposed to read before the holidays. -______________-""

TOBEEDITEDSIA.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 00:20:08 GMT

Goodbye two-double-o-se7en.
smiles and frowns, ups and downs,
its been a good year anyhow.
first year in singapore,
first year in ACS,
i think i've learnt more then i thought.

On the last day of 2007,
all i can say is,
It's been a good year.

well this pretty much is what i did in Hongkong. haha pity i didnt take any photos with esther nor joyce/3\
but still. i had a considerably good but boring time. (:

Jigsaw time.

i miss school.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 00:37:30 GMT

I guess it should all end;
who are you to say?
honestly, i thought you knew better.
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tired.